Why is it that sometimes following you is so difficult and other times it is so easy God? Why is it that sometimes it is joyful and other times it is painful and difficult? Lord where are you in the times of difficulty? Where are you when I seek you but do not seem to find you? How my soul longs for you Lord. For you to be by my side again.
God I need more of you. I long for you Lord. Will you speak to me again? Will you show me the path of righteousness; the only path that yields life? I feel lost Lord. Oh how I long to hear your voice. My soul cries out for you Father.
Oh how I long for what we one had, yet I praise you Lord. You are greater than any other. You are my refuge, my joy, my leader. I praise you oh Lord most high! Shine your face upon me Father. Envelop me in your goodness.
My joy comes from you alone God. Fill me to overflowing. Use me as a vessel through which you accomplish your ways God. Use me Lord, there is no other I long to follow but you. I love you God, my Father. Praise be to you forever and ever.